Emely 16th November 2015

Oh how much I miss you Grace. It's almost been a year since you past.. Why does it feel like just last month I was finding out.. Grace you were my greatest friend & I remember when I first found out that you had taken your own life the overwhelming sensation of pain and guilt that came upon me. I broke down into to tears as my heart ached and twisted. I couldn't believe it and I tried forcing myself to wake up from what I thought was just a nightmare. You were the most brightest, outgoing, friendly, funny, and most loyal person that I was so grateful to call my friend. I can't nor do I think I will ever get over the fact that you're gone. I miss you so much and I wish that you were only here because I am not at all happy living knowing that your beautiful face no longer walks this Earth. The world is much less prettier without you. I will be visiting you soon and I want to apologize for waiting so long to visit you...But I don't know how to feel about visiting your grave and only seeing a tombstone reading your birth and death date instead of seeing you. There's so much I want to say to you and there's so many hugs I want to give you... But I guess it's too late for that... I love you Grace and I'll be seeing you very soon. Know that I've been thinking of you nonstop. I love you.