Grace it’s been 2 years since I’ve been on here.... I’ve never forgotten. I have so much going on. I wish you were here to see what I have become because you would be so proud of me. Where has the time gone? I remember school like it was yesterday but it was 4 years ago. I’m graduated and have a really good job, I also drive now. I miss you all the time and I’m so so sorry that I haven’t been to your grave in almost 2 years... I just hate that I have to see you like that and I can’t talk to you. I’ve been crying for a solid 30 minutes now haha. Why aren’t we crying together? It should have been that, I miss you too much... thank you for making me strong and I want to forgive you for making me live with the fact that you are gone. I’m really sorry if you felt that was the only way Lulu. I love you.